DARK AND LIGHT

Sometimes I think, I am wasting my time by thinking about him
It is not a big deal for me to chat with him
And walk with him
I never spent money for him and he for me
I always asking questions but he never replied
I am so patient to hear him well but not to care him well
He is a friend of mine,
Walks in front of me and sometimes behind
Like everyone he likes light not the dark
I think he has a lightered heart not a dark
Like someone belongs everywhere with dark heart
Those who makes dark everywhere

why did she kill that child ...?

One day I was passing a door of a labor room in a hospital
I heard a scream of a lady from inside that room
I felt she was suffering more pain that cannot control her
It hurt my inner soul and I asked one of the bystanders there
Who is crying and why she is doing like this?
One told me, she is doing an abortion by a doctor
Doctor trying to put medicine to her uterus
To cut all relationships from that mother with the child
That procedure touches into that motherhood
And it was not sufferable for her
That makes more pain than pain of a delivery of a child...
After half an hour she came out and walked slowly to home
And she will come back tomorrow to complete the procedure
And to clear all deposits inside
Tonight she cannot sleep well
Bcuz the medicine will clean all connection of that child from her
I thought why she ready to do that...
Thousands of couples are spending millions for a child
And for their dream to come true...
I thought she killed that child anyway
It may be a boy or girl with their face on earth….

UNDERSTANDING...

How to tell you to understand me very well
Understanding is not easy as you think
If it is between two souls
And more if they are more honest and truthful
I am sure you will take more time to do this
But how can I wait for you
To live without a dear and near
Understand me is so simple
If you are honest and humble
Then you never take more time
Bcuz you just need to take the way to
Think about your feels to understand me
But it is not easy as you think
If you are trying to cheat me and your soul…

A profile is nothing

she wants my profile
just to calculate my value of mind ,
which reveals love and honest.
nothing to hide and nothing to add later.
she is online and waiting for it.
i failed to fill the coloumns.
but , i tried to write something
and filled blanks with words like these;
everything is in my mind, it can show all.
i wish to open it, to get love and care from you.
but it coverd with trust and belief.
so i couldnt breake my beliefs and trust..
sometimes we never think twice..!

money makes pain...

We need money to live better
Someone lives for money
And others living in money
Others are not aware about money
Someone kills and someone killed for it
And started war only for this
Finally every one goes to end
Which cannot stop by money?
So money will make more pain…

dreaming of what we never get...

I saw a kid standing in the dark of night
He may be at the age of 4 or 5
He was at the court yard holding
A big bowl, filled with water
And he stated to laugh and laugh
B cuz he saw the full moon reflects in that bowl
He thought, he got that moon in his hand
And he was happy, very happy, as ever seen.

( it was my dream to draw a picture about this subject in my child hood days, and told a poet from south Africa to draw this picture.)