A PHONE CALL...

On a snowy morning a phone bell rings
she took it and answered
a friend of her talked more and more
about their childhood days and
ever memorable schools days
she waited for an year for that phone call
that day was January first and her birthday.
her friend never forget to call that day
and to talk about their lost life and future.
she was so sad to reveal her to days life
it was rally unexpected as they wish in child hood days
but she forget every thing after her friends call
they shared all memories and hopes
no one can stop their thoughts and feelings
they are so free to talk and share life
bcuz they cannot live without good memories
and that memories gives more hope in their life
and she will be waiting for a phone call on next January first...
that never end as waves of good memories...

THE ESSENCE OF LIFE...

When we realize the essence of life
We will start to enjoy our life
When we start to think about the negatives of life
We will start to ruin our life.
All have a choice to select the way of their life…
Someone will get it, others are not...
But everyone have a chance to knock the door of heaven
Sometimes we fail to understand the right time to do it...
Same time we lose our chance, but, do not hesitate to,
Do the same on every possible situation to do the right things...
If you have a motto, you will get it…

DARK AND LIGHT

Sometimes I think, I am wasting my time by thinking about him
It is not a big deal for me to chat with him
And walk with him
I never spent money for him and he for me
I always asking questions but he never replied
I am so patient to hear him well but not to care him well
He is a friend of mine,
Walks in front of me and sometimes behind
Like everyone he likes light not the dark
I think he has a lightered heart not a dark
Like someone belongs everywhere with dark heart
Those who makes dark everywhere

why did she kill that child ...?

One day I was passing a door of a labor room in a hospital
I heard a scream of a lady from inside that room
I felt she was suffering more pain that cannot control her
It hurt my inner soul and I asked one of the bystanders there
Who is crying and why she is doing like this?
One told me, she is doing an abortion by a doctor
Doctor trying to put medicine to her uterus
To cut all relationships from that mother with the child
That procedure touches into that motherhood
And it was not sufferable for her
That makes more pain than pain of a delivery of a child...
After half an hour she came out and walked slowly to home
And she will come back tomorrow to complete the procedure
And to clear all deposits inside
Tonight she cannot sleep well
Bcuz the medicine will clean all connection of that child from her
I thought why she ready to do that...
Thousands of couples are spending millions for a child
And for their dream to come true...
I thought she killed that child anyway
It may be a boy or girl with their face on earth….

UNDERSTANDING...

How to tell you to understand me very well
Understanding is not easy as you think
If it is between two souls
And more if they are more honest and truthful
I am sure you will take more time to do this
But how can I wait for you
To live without a dear and near
Understand me is so simple
If you are honest and humble
Then you never take more time
Bcuz you just need to take the way to
Think about your feels to understand me
But it is not easy as you think
If you are trying to cheat me and your soul…

A profile is nothing

she wants my profile
just to calculate my value of mind ,
which reveals love and honest.
nothing to hide and nothing to add later.
she is online and waiting for it.
i failed to fill the coloumns.
but , i tried to write something
and filled blanks with words like these;
everything is in my mind, it can show all.
i wish to open it, to get love and care from you.
but it coverd with trust and belief.
so i couldnt breake my beliefs and trust..
sometimes we never think twice..!

money makes pain...

We need money to live better
Someone lives for money
And others living in money
Others are not aware about money
Someone kills and someone killed for it
And started war only for this
Finally every one goes to end
Which cannot stop by money?
So money will make more pain…

dreaming of what we never get...

I saw a kid standing in the dark of night
He may be at the age of 4 or 5
He was at the court yard holding
A big bowl, filled with water
And he stated to laugh and laugh
B cuz he saw the full moon reflects in that bowl
He thought, he got that moon in his hand
And he was happy, very happy, as ever seen.

( it was my dream to draw a picture about this subject in my child hood days, and told a poet from south Africa to draw this picture.)

it is not easy to tell you...

It is not easy to tell you, I love you
Because it must come from inner heart
To reveal my passion and feels
And the needs, likes and dislikes
It is not better to tell you all these
From the result of a first sight or from a single email
It is not easy to express my love with you,
Bcaz, you cannot understand me from a poem or a letter.
Really we didn’t want to start and stop loving
Within a month or a year
And we cannot change our partner like a car
To check its quality or purity
If my searching to find you, is going long
I never mind to wait until I find you,
Bcaz I like to tell you I love you
With the true words from my inner heart...

one who loved me so much

I remember one who loved me so much
She was so caring and loving
I loved her chattering habit
And she was very warm when I need,
We spent more moments each other
Those never forget
She loved to travel to a snowy area
And prepared to go there,
And some incidents came in her family
That we cannot solve properly
And I knew she have to leave me
Or she will loose her family
I never forced her to leave family for me
B’Caz I loved her so much
I liked her to live as a queen,
If she came with me,
She has to suffer more things those
She never experienced yet.
I don’t wants to make her sad and hurt in any way
So, that’s why I am alone here
With warm memories of my love,
Who, I never seen a girl like her...

for all mothers...

I am not sure about how they feel while pregnancy
How they feel pain when they carry a kid
They have a good hope to see a newborn baby
And they forget every pain at their first sight of their baby
How can they forget it?
And starting to teach lessons to survive in this world
Without any hope of profit
Who can give them its benefits?
They are hiding their personal feelings
To get their baby well
How they easily manage it
And they are in god’s hand
And they are in safe as kids
I think there is no equal duty in this world as they do...

my friend's family and a bike...

I am sure; it was very nice to see my friend
Who was very happy in his life before his marriage?
And he was very comfort in his bike to sit and in ride on it.
Its seat was very comfortable,
And he can easily move on it, forward or back.
But he started to share this comfort seat when he got married
And his wife was not fat at all, and they managed it very well
They traveled days and years on it with that comfortable seat.
But surroundings are not even better, they got two kids
The first one is a daughter and a son
But my friend never stops riding the bike with family
They are on the bike every day to travel anywhere else
And now I found, my friend is not happier than before
He cannot sit on it very well, and is not comfortable now
He is talking about small seat of his bike...
But he is not aware about his kids who are growing every day…

you must be a looser...

If any one think about pure love
And like to be loved very much
He or she must be a looser
Without loosing something
We never get real things
That ever makes happy in our life
If you are a selfish one
Make sure, you never get
A pure love,
Nobody likes you very much
Sometimes they use you as media
To fulfill their needs...
So ready to loose something
If you really want to love…

I NEVER ASK....

I am here to share my girl friend’s questions and my answers
Gf; what you think about you?
I; a face cannot hide a lie
Gf; your first words to me?
I; let me to share anything
Gf; what are your best features?
I; my lips
Gf; your turns offs?
I; my hair
Gf; what about your past relationship?
I; I cannot live without memories…
Gf; what are the five things you cannot live without?
I; dreams, smile, mirror, friends and a bike
Gf; what is your idea about our first date?
I; travel on a bike to confirm “the world is not enough” to fulfill our love-dreams
Gf; what you fix first in your bed room?
I; a mirror, which helps me to confirm, who I am!
At last she waited for my questions,But I have only one thing to do. say goodbye

INDEPENDENSE DAY

Today, August 15 is our independence day
We are Indians very proud about it
We honor our three colored flag
We are happy to be in a magical country
With 28 states, 18 languages
6400 castes
6 ethnic groups
29 major festivals
But one country…India.
We respect others from out of India
For the best co operation with us in all means…
We love India….

distance between us !

The distance between you and me is very deep
Because, we are strangers now
If we like to stand near and to be dear
We have to reduce our distance between us
So we need to talk more and write more
Until we can understand each other as well
Some times we will connect easily
But it may not be a long one
If we fail to feel good each other...
And my question is how long the distance you
Wish to keep between us?

the name you can trust

Here is only one word
turned to a name is "warranty"
And we give warranty for our products
bcaz we have a trust about its quality
And we made it.
That is the name every one can trust.
But no one gives warranty or guaranty for us
Any time we will find our end,
Medics are unable to find it
And they are helpless
Here is only one thing without warranty
That is human being...

start and stop

It is not a big deal to start, anything
Even if we are not aware about its result
It may be the first reason to ruin our life
We will recognize that
we never wants to continue, after it started
And we cannot stop it,
at the right time
bcaz it is not easy to stop as it, we started...

living alone

Living alone is not easy as I think
It was my dream to do so
But days going faster and faster
Its becomes hard to me as well as you
I couldn’t get any help from others and
They says I am a selfish and cruel
But really it’s not right
Bcaz, I know who I am.
But things are different
I need some one to take my hand
And to say "I am with you"
My dreams are in the half way
Waiting for a hand to take care
Others are strangers to me
And they are not ready to know me very well
More of them are very busy in their life
To collect something special
Those never help them in their loneliness
And I am here alone
It’s not good as I was before
And it’s not easy to live alone in this world.

Asking and Answering

The best way to get the best things
Is the asking and answering
And to get a good relationship.
If we fails to ask and get answer honestly
It’s sure that, we made a mistake in our life
That may effect in all our life time,
Sometimes it hurt us too much.
And we couldn't get another chance in life
To choose another one relation.
So any one need a good partnership
start asking and answering honestly
and make trust and belief each other,
bcuz, it may be your last chance in life
or else you will hurt yourselves,
nobody is responsible for that...